Well, their minds are blowing up right about now because of this:

The biggest THANK YOU to CNN. I know Quinn, Kelsey and Hazel are THRILLED TO DEATH about being on the news and having their small project turn into something larger than even they had dared to imagine.

It just feels good all around.

You might remember that this whole weight loss thing started with the New Year’s Resolution of saying ‘yes’ to living a more meaningful life. Part of the resolution was the commitment to saying ‘yes’ to losing weight – but the other part of the resolution was meant to get me to start saying ‘yes’ to new opportunities that presented themselves … instead of running away from them (like I had been).

Several weeks ago I was sifting through my Gmail and out of curiosity I decided to look in my “spam” mail box. Mind you, I NEVER do this and must have been excessively bored. I get hundreds of SPAM emails a day and never give it another thought. For whatever reason, my eyes were drawn to a email with the subject line: “POVERTY IN AFRICA, please read!”

At first I thought it was one of those scams that try and get you to release your bank account information, but it turns out that the email wasn’t SPAM at all. It was written by a middle school student named Quinn. She and her classmates Kelsey & Hazel were doing a social action project focused on Heifer International. She was asking me to help her spread the word about this organization via my blog.

Instead of deleting the email or responding with quick reply of ‘thanks, but no thanks’ – Paige and I decided to help them out (we have a soft spot for middle school girls). We took a road trip to Bellingham, Washington to meet the girls in person to hear what they had to say and then made a little video about it:

If you enjoyed this video or want to spread the word about Heifer International – please Tweet, Buzz, Stumble or post this video on Facebook. Let’s show Quinn, Kelsey and Hazel that their voices can invoke change and even at their age, they can make a difference through their actions.

“In order to move forward, you have to give something back.”

- Oprah Winfrey, Stanford University Commencement Speech, 2008

Paige is out on a 5 day backpacking trek to the Olympic Pennisula this week. And me? The visions I had of having a week filled with adult activity is completely lost on me. I wanted to go out to eat every night and sleep in every morning. Instead, I have been having trouble sleeping and feel completely wasted during the day. I am getting over it though. It’s just so quiet in the house without her.

Good news to report though, I’ve lost another 2 lbs and am kind of inspired by it. I actually think that I could be at the 20 lb loss marker by the end of the month. I might do a touchdown dance if that happens.

Er, maybe not.

**Quick update**

I thought it would be nice to remind you (and myself) where I started off this year:

Click here to see all of my weight loss photos on Flickr. Slow and steady wins the race.

I used to dread this time of year – mostly because it meant that I was going to be hot. Physically hot, not HAWT! If you are overweight, you know exactly what I mean. While the rest of the world is walking around in flouncy skirts and spaghetti strapped dresses, you are trying to figure out if your cap sleeves are strategically hitting your upper arms so that your bat-wings don’t look too menacing. You are miserable in your long sleeves and pants.

In years past I used to get completely self-conscious about summer. This year however, the hot weather is like a breath of fresh air. I think in part, because I am spending a lot of time working on my attitude. Instead of fantasizing about where I could be (if it were not for …) or how much time I’ve wasted over the years – I am now concentrating on what I can do to change things in the present. Not tomorrow, not 6 months from now, but what can I do right now to impact the things that I want to change?

I’ve spent a lot of the time playing out scenarios in my head, without ever accomplishing anything in “real” life. Nowadays the time spent imagining how life could be is being devoted to actually doing something instead. Goals used to look something like this: “I am going to lose 70 lbs by summer!” These days it’s more along the lines of: “I am going to lose 2 lbs this week.” I’ve found that the latter works much better for me and is way less intimidating than trying to tackle the big sweeping mandates I’ve created for myself in the past.

So this past week I’ve accomplished some small things to make my life a little better right now:

• Created a monthly budget (as a guide)
• Ditched Quicken and started using a simple check register again
• Reduced my exercise goals to 3 times a week (if I exercise more, then yay!)
• Went to bed on time
• Assembled a bookshelf that I bought for my living room
• Started drinking more water
• Planned out my meals for the week
• Took a glucose tolerance test
• Rode the bus into work more often than not

And although each one of those things are in and of itself small and seemingly inconsequential – together they amount to a series of tiny revolutions towards achieving those big expansive goals that I have for myself.  All of those small actions subconsciously tells me that I am going somewhere. And for now, I won’t worry so much about the final destination. I am just going to work on the journey getting there.

And though I am not fond of poetry, lately I’ve been reciting this one in my head:

Speech to the Young: Speech to the Progress-Toward

By Gwendolyn Brooks

Say to them,
say to the down-keepers,
the sun-slappers,
the self-soilers,
the harmony-hushers,
“even if you are not ready for day
it cannot always be night.”
You will be right.
For that is the hard home-run.

Live not for battles won.
Live not for the-end-of-the-song.
Live in the along.

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Around 8 years ago, I got my first job that had employer sponsored health insurance as part of the benefits package. I hadn’t had regular health care since I was a kid, so when it was offered, I researched to find the best doctor I could. I asked all my friends, did some Google-ing and eventually settled an M.D. who was voted People’s Choice winner for “Best Doctor in Western Washington.”

Over the years I tried really hard to like her, but I didn’t. I wanted my daughter to like her, but my daughter really didn’t. After years of feeling like she wasn’t listening, I was the one who checked out. I had reached my limits. The straw that broke the camel’s back was when she prescribed me Ritalin as a way to diagnose me for ADD: “If it works, then it’s likely that you have ADD, if it doesn’t work and you feel like you’re on speed, then you probably don’t have ADD.” I never went back to her again. Sadly, I never took the time to find another doctor, until recently.

Today I saw my new doctor for the first time. Let me start by saying that I love Dr. Duke. She didn’t rush me or try to fix me right away. She didn’t attempt to pump me full of pills. She didn’t look at me like I was crazy. She didn’t pretend like she knew everything. I felt comfortable, like I could debate the efficacy of resveratrol with her over a glass of pinot. And let me tell you, it feels awesome to have someone that you believe will be your healthcare advocate, your champion of well-being. It finally dawned on me – THIS IS THE WAY THAT IT SHOULD FEEL.

So if you aren’t getting what you need from your current doctor, don’t wait another minute – SWITCH DOCTORS. Don’t do what I did, which was spend years waffling and complaining about how I didn’t mesh with my M.D.

So here’s the good news about today’s appointment. My blood pressure is down. Last August or September, I was told that my BP was high … 140/90 and it was suggested that I start medication. But I refused and asked to have some time to lower it through making some lifestyle changes instead. I am happy to announce that my BP is now 105/70 – which according to this chart is excellent.

The bad news is that I have several symptoms that point towards PCOS. If anyone knows more about this, shoot me an email or send me a link of some good, credible information. I have already looked at the site called SoulCysters (which by the way, is the worst name for a website) and want to know if there are sites out there that don’t conjure up images of two engorged sister cysts.

I know, immature.

PS. Good week for health. Marginal week for weight loss.